jillsux

(no subject)	[Sep. 6th, 2007\|11:45 am]
dear grandpa, when does this stop hurting? miss you always, jill
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(no subject)	[Feb. 10th, 2007\|01:35 pm]
i guess that there are just some things that you never quite get over and you will never understand why.
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my life

[Nov. 8th, 2006|09:35 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	calm	]
[	Current Music	\|	none, my ipod broke again	]

free internet is so much better than paying for internet.
even if it means that every time you use the internet you need to hang from the window until everything is just right.

checking in with society

[Sep. 19th, 2006|07:37 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	coffee shop- we dont have the internet	]
[	Current Mood	\|	excited	]
[	Current Music	\|	people talking	]

it has been some time now! i just thought i would let everyone know what is going on. i officially live in grand rapids.i have lived here now for just over 4 months. at times it seems longer and other times i cant believe that is has already been that long. the apartment here is sweet. i guess its not really an apartment, its called a flat. nathan and i live on the first floor. we have two bedroom,a huge living room, a dining room, kitchen, bathroom, and a basement with a washer and dryer. the rent is cheap and includes gas and water! everyone should move to the rapids! i also live downtown, so we have a blast and walk everywhere.
Most importantly, after all this time we will be having our house warming party this saturday! it will be sweet! be there!

home is where the heart is...

[Jun. 4th, 2006|03:50 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	awake	]
[	Current Music	\|	my ipod works again	]

i usually spend most of my time in grand rapids telling everyone that i just want to go home...and by home i mean back to the east side of the state where things make sense. however, this weekend i found myself on the east side of the state feeling sad and thinking, "i just want to go home." it is nice to know that i am starting to think of grand rapids as home.
however, when i am there i still get lonely since i feel as though i only have a few people that i can rely on and spend time with. so if anyone read this...i dont have the internet when i am there so if you happen to be lucky enough to know my phone number, call me and tell me that things are good and that home is where the heart is. i can have both.

you always leave so soon

[Mar. 12th, 2006|10:53 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	tired	]
[	Current Music	\|	i dont want to close my eyes	]

i think i thought that if i could just talk to you forever, then you could never leave. because everyone knows that it's rude to walk away in the middle of a conversation. so my plan to make you stay was to talk to you forever (much like my plan that if i stay up forever time just stays still. because everyone knows that it is the same day until you go to sleep). so i attempted to forever say witty things to you, but after about five minutes i was lacking witty things to say. thankfully though, alcohol kept me being witty for a half hour. then the warmth of your body and the beating of your heart lulled me into a sleep that i did not want to partake in...because i knew that in the morning you would be gone. and morning came so soon.

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two point entry

[Jan. 30th, 2006|02:26 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	happy	]
[	Current Music	\|	the junior varsity	]

today my mom let me know that she was thinking about getting a car with a cd player in it because, as she informed me: " i hear cds are in." damn, my mom is sweet.

in other news:
isnt this the sweetest boy ever!!! i wanted to show how awesome we are with this picture because of how we stare at each other when we kiss. ahahaha

( the rest it just to cute to not put behind a cut. )

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[Dec. 20th, 2005|11:53 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	giddy	]
[	Current Music	\|	noisetank	]

i had a nice relaxing week planned for myself; one that would consist of sitting here and doing absolutely nothing. however, somewhere along the lines i forgot how to let myself me bored. i always hated those people that always had to have something to do. they didnt know how to relax...and it turns out i have become one of those people. instead of relaxing, i decided i will just head out to maryland next week. so along with christmas present shopping and making, i will be trying to coordinate a trip. so far things are going well, except that i havent bought any gifts. today my mission is to buy all of my gifts and make at least one of the amazing gifts i am planning on making. sweet!

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[Nov. 20th, 2005|02:35 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	relieved	]
[	Current Music	\|	where are you?	]

so the gash across my shoulder has finally officially healed.
i have spent the last two weeks having nightmares about my skin just falling off.
when the doctor put the stitches in, he told me that if i got them out to early...
there was a chance that the skin wouldnt be healed
and if i did something such as sneeze or cough, the skin would split back apart.
so i scheduled the appointment as late as possible to have them removed.
then, the stithces itched and i realized i would be out of town on my appointment date.
so i changed it to the only day that both me and the doctor could attend.
so i had the stitches taken out one day early.
and i refused to sneeze or cough or raise my arm up over my head...
i just knew the skin woudl tear at the seams.
at night i would sleep and imagine me having the best sneezes over...
and my skin would just bust open at the seam and slowly fall off of my body.
or i would itch the stitch and pull my hand away, covered in blood
and again, slowly the skin would be gone.
however, the skin never fell off my face.
so i always had my head and then a whole lots of blood and guts.
i now feel comfortable in my skin
the stitches have been out for almost a week
the nurse glued me together even after she took out the stitches
the glue is completely gone
and my skin is still intact.

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[Oct. 16th, 2005|09:20 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	angry	]
[	Current Music	\|	mdk	]

my life and my nightmares have become one in the same.

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[Oct. 4th, 2005|09:32 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	accomplished	]
[	Current Music	\|	robert stack	]

holy half-day batman...
i get to watch unsolved mysteries!

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you

[Aug. 27th, 2005|05:51 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	\|	great romances of the 20th century	]

worst idea ever: looking at old pictures when you are feeling slightly bummed.

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[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:14 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	\|	farewell to sleeping trucks	]

i feel like i have everything i need,
but all i want
is clear skies
and your blue eyes.

(no subject)	[Jul. 13th, 2005\|07:43 pm]
i have never been more in scared in my whole life... but i've never been more okay with that.
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life is grand

[Jul. 7th, 2005|01:25 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	excited	]
[	Current Music	\|	MurderDeathKill	]

oh man, MDK has been sweating it up in the studio for the past three weeks. However, all our hard work has finally paid off and Severe Case of Little Kid Mouth has been released about an hour ago. This one is definately worth your time (not that the other ones weren't). We just keep getting better and better. Watch out for us!

sometimes, i can't help myself;

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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|05:16 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	energetic	]
[	Current Music	\|	i love rock and roll	]

i just love to hate.

treasures were found because we are amazing.

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[Jun. 6th, 2005|05:25 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	artistic	]
[	Current Music	\|	sugar daddy	]

this weekend was the weekend of hunting treasure. everything was just great, except that i didnt have MDK cds to leave as loot for the next treasure hunter (AKA aging old man or crazy married couple). but as we always say "mdk is for everyone."

yeah that's right, i could have traded an MDK cd for that totally sweet green dinosaur.
anyways, if you want to see more treasure hunting action...

( this is the place )

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[May. 3rd, 2005|11:08 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	happy	]
[	Current Music	\|	MDK	]

as much as i would love to inform everyone of something in my life other than MDK, there really isnt much else. so let's get right to the point...
yesterday was monday, we had practice and of course...
another hit was produced.

our newest, and possibly better song! (as if it can get any better than the quack song)

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[Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:25 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	excited	]
[	Current Music	\|	MDK	]

MurderDeathKill's new song has finally been officially updated on myspace.
you are definately gonna want to head over there as fast as you can.
i think this coud be your new favorite song.